Monday, June 30, 2008
mind is just like this picture
you can't find anything in it
it just too confuse to think of anything
but when you start to realise
you are not thinking of anything
images just flashes out from nowhere
SO SCARY!!!!
today not a good day not a bad day
maths paper 2
never study of course difficult
for sure fail
today ate big bowl noodle for lunch
but the stuff in it ain't big at all
walk around crap around cwp
then home sweet home
just too boring
i hate home
home is just like a place to sleep
and eat when you no have money
if people still thinking of living wonderful and perfect life
there is a place.... lalaland
sometimes i dream
but when i think of that
society teaches me one thing
live realistic!!!
dream will never come out like what you dream
things will never go smoothly in our life
it is like impossible
but i keep telling myself
i will make it perfect for me one day!!!
labels: waiting waiting and waiting :B
maths paper 2
never study of course difficult
for sure fail
today ate big bowl noodle for lunch
but the stuff in it ain't big at all
walk around crap around cwp
then home sweet home
just too boring
i hate home
home is just like a place to sleep
and eat when you no have money
if people still thinking of living wonderful and perfect life
there is a place.... lalaland
sometimes i dream
but when i think of that
society teaches me one thing
live realistic!!!
dream will never come out like what you dream
things will never go smoothly in our life
it is like impossible
but i keep telling myself
i will make it perfect for me one day!!!
labels: waiting waiting and waiting :B
9:40 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
found this on mille's sister's blog
If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side
See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said
'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart
'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side
See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said
'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart
'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around
But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart
10:23 PM
Heng Zhee Wei
21/08/1991
You are Purple Tiger, whose comments tend to be imposing, and you possess vigor and your presence is strong.
Your gentleman like atmosphere makes others feel you are rather cold person.
But that is because they only see your sensitive side.
Really, you are warm and honest and considerate person.
You are optimistic, and you will not to give up any little work that you have started, even if the circumstance become unfavorable and difficult.
You possess great persistence.
You possess a wonderful quality of a good leader.
You can show flexible mind towards new things and ideas.
Because you are quick minded, you can develop logical theory while listening to the other person.
You have a tendency to follow your ideals.
If this side of your personality comes out strongly, your thoughts and actions seems too over reacting to others.
If you talk too big, people around you may find it difficult to follow your way.
You are a proud person, and think high of honor.
You cannot change your mind suddenly and according to circumstances.
Nevertheless, it means that you are keeping control of yourself, and helps you from failures.
10:20 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
yesterday 4plus then sleep
today 8plus wake up
just couldn't get to a deep sleep
i am like so uber hyper now
today 2plus went to cwp meet budi first
then accompany eat... gum came
went to cck and meet ky cs and weed
lol so long never see ky le
fucking crapper
kup money with cs and gum to buy 4D
in the end never tio
sians
went to tenmile junction to find pool centre
in the end it is opp not in the junction
so went to play pool
hmm lost my skills
too long never play
went back to woodlands to slack crap around
lol
after that back home
Mr Theng Ziyong
don't be so sad le
we melan hiadikia will always be there when you need us =)
to you i mean you
would you give me a chance to make your everyday happy?
LABELS: do i stand a chance?
today 8plus wake up
just couldn't get to a deep sleep
i am like so uber hyper now
today 2plus went to cwp meet budi first
then accompany eat... gum came
went to cck and meet ky cs and weed
lol so long never see ky le
fucking crapper
kup money with cs and gum to buy 4D
in the end never tio
sians
went to tenmile junction to find pool centre
in the end it is opp not in the junction
so went to play pool
hmm lost my skills
too long never play
went back to woodlands to slack crap around
lol
after that back home
Mr Theng Ziyong
don't be so sad le
we melan hiadikia will always be there when you need us =)
to you i mean you
would you give me a chance to make your everyday happy?
LABELS: do i stand a chance?
11:49 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
current mood: not really happy but still happy
today history sure die
never study
section B didn't do
cause all question also don't know how to do
after school went no where
this song is nice!!!
我爱的人
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
today history sure die
never study
section B didn't do
cause all question also don't know how to do
after school went no where
this song is nice!!!
我爱的人
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
12:35 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
this song is nice
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
8:51 PM
feeling so happy now=)
looking forward for celebration
today physics and chem mcq
then chem paper 2
shit liao lar paper 2 sure die
mcq very easy
after school they went to eat chicken rice again
first time trying ben and jerry ice cream
hmm not bad
after that went to sit one round de bus again cause nothing to do
went cwp walk walk
yesterday saw something not really funny just amusing
hmm anyway what the hell really happen?
a few never meet never talk suddenly everything just 360 degrees turn
wth lol??
what did i did??
i really want to know
tml history
sure GG!!!
ok lar good luck to myself and friends
looking forward for celebration
today physics and chem mcq
then chem paper 2
shit liao lar paper 2 sure die
mcq very easy
after school they went to eat chicken rice again
first time trying ben and jerry ice cream
hmm not bad
after that went to sit one round de bus again cause nothing to do
went cwp walk walk
yesterday saw something not really funny just amusing
hmm anyway what the hell really happen?
a few never meet never talk suddenly everything just 360 degrees turn
wth lol??
what did i did??
i really want to know
tml history
sure GG!!!
ok lar good luck to myself and friends
4:13 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
我不想忘记你 - Claire
我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
一个人不懂 什么是拥有
俩个人不懂 怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
一个人不懂 什么是拥有
俩个人不懂 怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
8:11 PM
found from enchie blog
nice nice
guojing rocks =)
8:04 PM